Oh God I failed
The time could not be more perfect for me to have some self awareness because for the first time in life, I have considerably failed. I had failed before in minor occurrences like missing a bus or train or loosing a delicious food which was inside the refrigerator to a sibling or a colleague. But now, the universe has finally failed me to the core, in the Accounting Module of the MBA program. Eurich (2017,2018) defined internal self awareness as how people perceive themselves, their own values, interests and goals and their impact on others. As I think of my strengths in this hard time, as a school student who passed the scholarship exam, Ordinary Level and Advanced Level examinations and as a university student who passed out with First Class Honours, this defeat is truly heartbreaking. But as I think of myself, with a background in Biology, Accounting subject was entirely new and confusing to me, and it honestly made me think whether I really needed this MBA but I proceeded fea...